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I finished my job as a school teacher. I will not say much here, just that It Was Another Life experience (not a negative one, mind you).
Even if You Do not Want That To Happen, You Always Have one student Who is your favorite Amongst The Others. I remember I complainer so much about this when i was a student myself!

Why is it so That I'm Helplessly drawn to people Who are shy and quiet? I've made a new friend and this person is Exactly Like That. I love Being
in that stage when you are still getting to know each other :-) We may go to the cinema this week and unexpectedly, I'm looking forward to that.

Old habits die hard: I'm once again an unsociable freak but the more I want to get away from certain people the more they call me to be around. And don't take this the wrong way: I don't think I'm a Hollywood star, it's just that I don't want to hang out with some people at the moment.

My life is kind of boring these days. Too many things to worry about. This is one of those times when I need to grab my backpack, get my passport and head to the airport ALONE. I just want to go to the beach and watch the sea for hours.

Amazingly, I'm not depressed. I'm enjoying this loneliness and coping with real life the best I can. I feel stronger when I don't get too attached to friends and family. Yes, you must think I'm crazy but bonding with others is something that went definitely wrong when I was growing up so yes, I'm more comfortable when I'm alone. Getting too close to people makes me feel vulnerable and insecure.
This doesn't mean that I don't want to leave my house or talk to you ever again, it's just that I've regained the ability to say "no" when I don't want to go places with others, without feeling guilty.
And yes, I still love to get hugs and kisses from my clingy friends.
I'm not sure if this paragraph makes sense at all. It does to me.

Julian is going back to Dom. Rep. in 10 days. I'm going to miss him so much! We talk a lot These Days.
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I have my exam next weekend so I guess I Better Start Studying. I l ♥

see my new FB profile pic.

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natipooh @ 2010-11-15T00:38:00

When a friend hurts you very much, I thought the best thing in life is to be a loner.
not bonding with anyone is the best way to preserve the heart.

Usually I am against this way of thinking, but right now I am concerned and I can understand more clearly those who think so ...

Wake me up in April next year. _.

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I'm definitely NOT a morning person however...

When friends call me really, REALLY early in the morning to tell me about the wonderful and bizarre Things That Happened While I was sleeping, I not can be mad at for Them waking me up.
I get so happy for them :D ♥

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Lines in fics that really got to me (credit goes to the corresponding authors):

"people get together and break-up all the time. A marriage always goes hand in hand with a divorce. Why? Because ‘love’ is the centre of our lives, we crave for it just like we carve for air. And we like to fuck it up as much as we like to fill the air with pollution."

(so true)

"I would rather have you as a friend than nothing at all. I can’t just force myself on you. I can’t make you feel what I feel. And even if I could I would never do that to you. I can only wait for you to realize how much I mean to you and if it never amounts to how much you mean to me I would be fine with that. If you want me to be your friend or your bestfriend or your brother I will be. I’ll be whatever you want me to be."

(Hmmm... I'm not sure if I'd be able to do this. If I love someone and that person doesn't love me back, whether it's a friend or a special someone, I tend to disappear from their lives altogether. Grays are not for me; It's either black or white)

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I blame kasu_lovehero for this. I love this song's lyrics but I do not like the music at all. Strange...

Every single time I see you I start to feel this way
Makes me wonder if I'm ever gonna feel this way again
There's a picture that's hanging in the back of my head
I see it over and over
I want to hold you and love you in my arms and then
I want to need you cause I need to be with you til the end
Then I hear myself reply you've got to hold it in
This time, tonight
If only I had the guts to feel this way
If only you'd look at me and want to stay
If only I could take you in my arms and say
I won't go cause I need you
I sit here, waiting, wondering, hoping, that I'll make this right
Cause all I think about is your hands
Your face, and all these lonely nights
There's a feeling that's screaming in the back of my head
Saying over and over
I want to hold you and love you in my arms and then
I want to need you cause I need to be with you til the end
Then I hear myself reply she'll never let you in
This time, tonight
If only I had the guts to feel this way
If only you'd look at me and want to stay
If only I could take you in my arms and say
I won't go cause I need you
Please don't go cause I need you now
I want to hear you say
It'll always be this way
We will be hand in hand for every night and every day
I want to scream and shout
Cause I'm losing any doubt
And all I care about is you and me and us and now
If only I had the guts to feel this way
If only you'd look at me and want to stay
If only I could take you in my arms and say
I won't go cause I need you
Please don't go cause I need you now

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natipooh @ 2010-11-07T01:45:00

It's one of those conversations we've,
we've had them before

The ones that leave you empty
And wanting for more

Your eyes they tell me something
That I understand
Your eyes they hold the truth
And the truth is:

You're miles away...

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natipooh @ 2010-11-04T14:20:00

I wish I could let someone else hold the reins for a change...